I am supposed to ignore what i suspect is going on.

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 Next year. <3

Early nights.

My latest night in two weeks was on Saturday, 12.20am. Every other night for about two weeks i have been heading for bed at 11. My skin looks bettter and i feel better. I feel rested. I like routine, i dont care if its boring.

Saving Money.

Making my own sandwiches for work, drinking works green tea (up to five mugs a day) and no impulse buys at lunch time. No impulse buys until October.

Anti-Oxidants & Suppliments.

Green & Peppermint tea. Echinacea to boost my immune system, lemongrass for clear skin and bright eyes. Siberian Ginseng for increased energy, improved concentration. The reason there are only three suppliments is that it was a three for two offer…see, thrifty.

Two Week Diet.

Breakfast - fruit 120 cals

Lunch - Soup and a sandwich . Ham and Cucumber (the good ham, not the crap) on granary bread. 420 Cals

Dinner -HUGE! tuna salad

GRAND TOTAL - 927 Calories.

LOOK AT THIS

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Theres something about trying on bikinis that makes me hate myself.

I want to tear at my flesh and throw it to the ground

I fell in love with Bill Henson around the time i was 15. I think everyone should.

I have never liked Natalie Portman. I found her to be much like Scarlett Johanson, a stunning face, but not a lot of talent to merit to some of the films she lands.

However in The Black Swan, she gives a powerhouse performance of a ballet dancer completly losing her shit. Its Immense.

Darren Aranofski (Pi, The Wrestler, Requiem For A Dream) tells the story of prima ballerina (Portmans) struggle to encapsulate the Black Swan from the world wide ballet smash-hit Swan Lake.

Her innocent and presice persona is perfect for The White Swan, but as her ballet teacher trys to encourage her to lose her self more to play the duel role as The Black Swan, her life starts to fall apart.

Theres Oscar buzz around this already. I wouldnt be suprised if it nabs best picture.

I never want to see this film again.

The amount of satisfaction you get from life depends largely on your own ingenuity, self-sufficiency, and resourcefulness. People who wait around for life to supply their satisfaction usually find boredom instead.

I have no ingenuity. I have no self-sufficienty. I am not resourceful.

……And i am always bored.